The order of things...
God, family, friends, work, myself... Why do I always put myself after everyone else? Not to say I treat everyone else as well as I should. This is destructive behavior. Over time it chips away at my sanity. Spiritual depravity ensues. Emotional illnesses begin to take hold. Physical deterioration becomes the norm. Psychological struggles lead to numbness. Finally I reach a breaking point... All that was done was I realigned myself to the front of that list. The problem is that in doing so begins even more destructive behavior. I have been told more than once I am like a modern day David... I can relate...