ImNoBetterThanU

what I say is not what you hear at times my words have brought you tears it pains me deeply to know I caused anything resulting in loss what I say is not what you hear tearing you down is what I fear I only wish to build you up positively filling your emotional cup what I say is not what you hear my intentions are exhortation and cheer oftentimes it comes out all wrong I wish I spoke as a beautiful song what I say is not what you hear I promise you I truly care only God can translate my part allowing you to see my heart

what I hear is not what you say my insecurities get in the way past experiences created a lens my interpretation makes no sense what I hear is not what you say due to my actions I now must pay wishing I could turn back time to when my presence brought sublime what I hear is not what you say from your mouth to my ears is a fray seeking wisdom in His word is the only cure I can afford what I hear is not what you say but with listening ears that all can change God has changed me much you see even more to come when I die to me

I humbly come before you Lord as a piece of dirt which you made into something beautiful that which I aspire to become sin places a wedge your son the cross separation removed sin... again... why oh God is it so hard my failure causes damage my cuts and bruises will heal but first heal those I hurt before

The arising sun shines so bright, Creating many smiles of great delight. Hours go by and the day wears on, All the casted shadows, they grow long. Darkness then envelops the sky, The adjustment inevitable within my eyes. A lot occurs within that time, Most of those actions worth but a dime. I pray to God my actions each day, Impact the eternal in a Godly way.

Below is a poem I wrote a couple of years ago. I just ran across it and thought I would share.  Life is like a roller coaster, moving up and down.  One year you may have it all,  the next you almost drown.   Will it be good or bad times,  you just can't tell. Sometimes you will succeed, and other times you'll fail.    Do your surroundings make you happy,  or do they make you sad? Can things get going good, or will they continue to be bad? Just what the future holds, you will never know. Just remember this one thing... What you reap is what you sow.